landon, gabriel vincent

[Gabriel Vincent Landon]

gabriel vincent landon, *

JUNIOR, SEVENTEEN, SHY, JOSHUA ESTRELLA, NERVOUS, HOMOSEXUAL

" I’m Gabriel Landon, and I’m seventeen years old.I’m writing this bio so you can know a little about me. I would tell you in person but my speech isn’t so good, which I can tell you about later. I’m about five foot seven and weigh a little over one hundred and twenty pounds. With dark hair, blue eyes, pale skin, and abnormally small teeth, I’m a pretty weird looking kid. I always wear a silver ring around my neck because it belonged to my real father.
You probably want to know a few things I like and don’t like, that’s usually how this goes right? Well I like rainstorms, cats, gummy worms, action movies, cloudy days, funny people, hugs, cartoons, movie theatre popcorn, and music. I’m not a big fan of my panic attacks, having to read out loud, snakes, bees, scary movies, crowded places, doctors or dentists, and bears. Some of my biggest fears include being made fun of, my panic attacks and never finding someone to you know…love me. I’m really quiet, mostly because when I try to talk I sound stupid. I’m come off really scared and worried all the time, probably cause I am. This world is fucking crazy I have every right to be freaked out! I’m a jumpy guy and I get really paranoid, I figure it’s because of my anxiety disorder. My panic attacks don’t help either. I don’t get angered easily though, I’m pretty calm most of the time. I don’t like to step outside my comfort zone, cause you know…it’s c omfy here…well kinda. I’m not going to go out of my way to do something for you, I wouldn’t even go out of my way to do something for myself.
So I should probably tell you about my history and then maybe you’ll get why I’m so messed up. My mom was an actress maybe you have heard of her, Veronica Chase, no? And she ended up marrying a movie director, William Landon. I have an older sister Amery, she’s two years older then me. I was born premature and was sick for the first few months of my life. I was in second grade when I realized I was different then my classmates. I couldn’t control the volume ofmy voice, I didn’t even realize I was doing it. I ran into everything and was tripping all the time, I just thought I was clumsy. I also would unbutton and re button my coat over and over. I even repeated letters when reciting the alphabet. I was diagnosed with diagnosed with Asperger’s Disorder. The essential features of Asperger's disorder are severe social interaction impairment and restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior and activities. It is similar to autism, but children with Asperger's do not have the same difficulties in acquiring language that children with autism have.
Well my parents fought a lot, they never seemed happy for as long as I can remember. One day I came home with my sister Amery and saw William shoot my mom in the chest. I don’t remember much after that. I was moved to a foster home, I don’t remember the first few months there, I just remember sitting in my room, watching the sun rise and set. I was in 8th grade when I had my first panic attack, they are uncurable and unperdictable, great right? I hadn’t spoken for over two months after moving to my foster home and when I did speak, I had a uncontrollable stutter, I couldn’t stop it and I have had the stutter every since. That is why I wrote this to you instead of an interview. I found out about a year ago that William wasn’t my real father, mymom had an affair and my real dads name is Alexander Vincent, an artichet living in California. I met him once and sometimes he calls.
So that’s about it, not much more to me, thank god.
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YO, MY NAME IS CHRISSY AND I'VE BEEN DOING THIS SHIZZ FOR 6 YEARS. I PLAY NO OTHER CHARACTERS. HERE'S SOME OF MY WORK:

“Eric I really think it would be best for you to come home with your sister, honey you need to be with your family who loves you” This was only the beginning of a long conversation Eric had with his mother earlier that day. She had called to speak with Nadia but then it was flipped around when Nadia mentioned that Eric did not want to come home.
“Mom, I don’t want to come home, I do have family here that loves me. Max, Mac and Macadrian are my family, and I don’t want to leave…at least not yet. I know Nadia wants me home with her but I just…can’t leave.” Eric still hadn’t told his family that he was gay, with everything that has happened with Nadia, this wasn’t the time.
“Well what is keeping you there? Maxim and Macadrian have been horrible friends why would you want to stay there with them?” He knew his mom had the best intentions and he wished he could tell her the truth, but all he could do was lie.
“I want to have a chance to talk to Maxim and Macadrian, we are fighting now but we are family and I want things to be good again. And if we just up and leave that will never happen. And Mac really needs a…good friend here. He hasn’t been feeling himself recently and I just want to make sure everything is okay” He was only semi lying, he was pretty sure he might punch Max in the face if he saw him again but maybe in the future they could be friends again. And there was no way he could leave Mac unless Mac told him to.
“Just be careful sweetie”

Eric continued fighting with his sister about leaving, he just couldn’t go home without Mac. He would spend every day miserable if he went home. He needed to be with Mac, he took up such a big part of his heart and he would probably die without him. You think he’s exaggerating? He’s not. Sitting in the grass waiting for Mac to show up was the longest time of his life. It felt like he had been sitting alone for hours and all he wanted was to have Mac in his arms. He wanted to make everything right, but if he couldn’t he was going to have to leave. He didn’t think it was going to be possible to be happy without Mac, but if Mac didn’t want him around ever again, then Eric would have to find some way to be happy without him.

When Mac showed up out of breath Eric looked at him worried. Eric was so protective of Mac, even the slightest thing like being out of breath worried Eric and he wanted to make him better.
“Take deep breaths Mac” Eric touched Mac’s hand gently and waited a moment for Mac’s heartbeat to slow down, and then he started speaking.
“Mac I know you hate me, I deserve it, and the pain I have put you through is something no one should ever have to go through, especially not someone as amazing and special as you. But I can’t change what has happened; I can only make the future better. I want to make your future better, you deserve the best.” Eric took a breath and spoke again. “Nadia is leaving, she’s going back home and wants me to come with, after that fight you surely heard about you can understand why she wants us to leave…But I’m not leaving unless you tell me to leave. I want to be with you and I can only do that if you want to be with me too.” Eric stared into Mac’s beautiful eyes and smiled softly even though his heart was pounding with fear.