O'DAY, chloe leah

[CHLOE LEAH O'DAY]

chloe leah o'day, *

SOPHOMORE, SEVENTEEN, DEPRESSED, DEMI LOVATO, BIPOLAR, STRAIGHT

" TWITTER:

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@chloeleahoday :\
@chloeleahoday i miss her so much.
@chloeleahoday "stay strong." <3
@chloeleahoday it's been a week and it still hasn't got any easier.
@chloeleahoday another F? really.
@chloeleahoday Mr. Medina is a really amazing teacher. We just had the longest conversation ever.
@chloeleahoday i need to buy longer sleeved shirts.
@chloeleahoday music is love.
@chloeleahoday ouch.
@chloeleahoday summer needs to get here faster.
@chloeleahoday that kid kaleb seems... cool.
@chloeleahoday why are they so mean?
@chloeleahoday \__/ <- bucket for my cries.
@chloeleahoday And she would change everything, everything just ask her.

DIARY ENTRY MADE DURING ONE OF HER EPISODES:[/u]

'Mom just totally told me i'm too happy. why not though, right?! I mean... I totally aced that quiz. why not? and it's just... i mean... oh my god! did i mention Gym class? I totally climbed up that rope like nobody's business! it hurt though...and gave me a slight rash on my inner thigh...but whatever right? those things go away!... oh my god! either my mom is getting fat or there is a bun in the oven! ahhhh!!!!! imagine if i had a little brother? or sister? ahhh! im gonna be a big sister! holy moly!!!! 90210is on!! ! got to jet! <3'


THE LETTER SHE WROTE TO HER MOM AND LEFT IN HER MOM'S CASKET WHEN SHE WAS BURIED:

'Mom... I don't think I can do this... not without you. You know how hard it's been for me... and you were the only person that got me... the only one that listened. you are my rock. i can't imagine life without you. i miss you more and more everyday. why'd you have to leave me so soon? why did god take you from me? dad needs you too... he's....not himself. i'm not myself without you. I don't get it.... I love you. You were the best mom in the world... perfect. just perfect. now all i have are memories... photos... but i want the real you. the house feels empty. and cold. i don't want to be in a house... in a world even... that doesn't have you in it. i can't do this, mom. i can't....i'm already losing myself. i don't know how much longer i can do this... i miss you too much. i need you too much. we need you. wherever you are... i hope you're okay. i'll join you soon. <3 your Chloe bear. '

THERAPY SESSION:

You don't have to say anything you don't want to. This is your first session, but i would like to get to know you. So tell me something about you. What are your hobbies? favorite subjects?

"Um.. [bites lip, looks down at her cut up arms then back up at the therapist] i.... write... poems... lyrics... i guess... and i like... writing stories. [shrugs] nothing... i'd show anyone. but... um... i... LARP... a little... and... favorite subjects?... art history... and...english...definitely. "[nods]

i apologize, but LARP? what is that?

"Live Action Role Playing.... i know...it sounds... weird and....dorky...but... it's fun. and it keeps my mind off of things... " [nods]

Oh, that sounds fun. what kind of things do you need to keep your mind off of?

"[gulps and looks down again] uh...just...things. my mom... [shrug] high school.... my dad... everything really. "

High school? Are you stressed over classes?

"Um...no... i just... just mean... girls... [looks at the clock] i have to go actually... my... i have to go [grabs jacket and walks out quickly]"

ENCOUNTER WITH A SCHOOL SNOB:

"Where do you shop? Ross? [laughs] real classy o'day," the girl smirks and walks away. Chloe bites her lip and looks away, tugging at her long shirt sleeves. She sniffles as she rushes to the rest room and stops in front of the mirror, staring at her reflection. Her clothes did look like hand me downs, which only made her feel worse. She rushed into a stall, locking the door and throwing her math textbook on the floor. She sat on the toilet, but not ready to use it. She dug in her bag and grabbed her razor,she stared down at her bare wrists and her eyes began to tear up. She didn't know how much longer she'd be able to take the torment from these girls.


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YO, MY NAME IS STEPH AND I'VE BEEN DOING THIS SHIZZ FOR EVER. I PLAY 4 OTHER CHARACTERS. HERE'S SOME OF MY WORK:

ADMIN, YO.

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